"So, I guess we are who we are for alot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."

Stephen Chbosky (via kushandwizdom)

I’ve always tried to convince myself that I wouldn’t fall, but somewhere between those phone calls, texts, hang outs, hugs, hiking adventure and bubbly tea dates… I fell, and as much as it might hurt, I find myself falling a little more. It sucks soo bad.

things the army has strongly made me appreciate:

01. showers even if they were just for less than five minutes
02. Food other than MREs
03. PortaJohns that were less than 1/4 of a mile away
04. sleep
05. Babywipes for days out in the field
06. Gatornecks due to bad sand storms in fort Irwin
07. showers
08. Duty free days
09. Charades while in the field ‘waiting’

10. Showers

"When I’m hurt, I shut down. I turn into a total sarcastic bitch. I shut off my emotions, and act indifferent towards everything even though it might be killing me inside."

(via suchvodka)


(Source: these-fading-scars, via xbianxxx)

"He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life."

(via florawild)

(Source: a-quiet-old-soul, via haidaway)

"If you’re reading this…
Congratulations, you’re alive.
If that’s not something to smile about,
then I don’t know what is."

Chad Sugg, Monsters Under Your Head (via kushandwizdom)

you say that I have nothing to worry about. But when it comes down to it, I feel like you and her will ALWAYS be unfinished business and that’s something I can never compete with, so what’s the point. I’m done trying to even be in your life, I give up cause no matter how hard I try, it’ll never be enough and I can’t forever be standing in the rain. I just want to be happy for once, but I guess that’s too much to ask for. It is what it is!