a huge part of me refuses to accept it, you’re gone. I know we decided that we should move on, but at times I just can’t. this distance fucked us up, the army messed me up, this whole damn thing is completely my fault. I shouldn’t have left just yet. I should’ve seen exactly what I had when I had it, I should’ve taken some time, I should’ve stayed… but I didn’t, I know. There’s nothing we can do to change that, there’s no turning back. What’s done is done, that chapter is closed. it is what it is.
when all is said and done, it always comes back to you. at the end of the night, you’re the only thing on my mind. When I wake up, I think about us. Exactly one year ago, it was us. Just the two of us against the world. Just you and I. I miss that. I’ve realized that you were possibly the true meaning of my heart. I know what I did was inevitable, there’s nothing I can do to change that. It happened, but Im learning.