I’ve always tried to convince myself that I wouldn’t fall, but somewhere between those phone calls, texts, hang outs, hugs, hiking adventure and bubbly tea dates… I fell, and as much as it might hurt, I find myself falling a little more. It sucks soo bad.
01. showers even if they were just for less than five minutes
02. Food other than MREs
03. PortaJohns that were less than 1/4 of a mile away
05. Babywipes for days out in the field
06. Gatornecks due to bad sand storms in fort Irwin
08. Duty free days
09. Charades while in the field ‘waiting’
you say that I have nothing to worry about. But when it comes down to it, I feel like you and her will ALWAYS be unfinished business and that’s something I can never compete with, so what’s the point. I’m done trying to even be in your life, I give up cause no matter how hard I try, it’ll never be enough and I can’t forever be standing in the rain. I just want to be happy for once, but I guess that’s too much to ask for. It is what it is!