they say that time heals everything, well it’s been NINE years and I’m still waiting on the ‘easier’ part but I doubt it will ever come. my life’s been a crazy roller coaster and I still need you here mom. just give me a sign that everything will be fine, give me the strength that you had. I need you, I miss you, I love you… more than anything in this world. am I asking for too much to want you here? :(